Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Missing my baby

Will this sadness ever cease?

Will I forever think of milestone missed after milestone missed?

Tonight it finally hit me that Daniel would have started Pre-K 3 this week. He would have started going to the same sweet preschool that Madi went to. And he would have loved every minute of it.

I think I've been suppressing this for a couple of days, which would explain why I'm an overwhelmed mess right now.

Not to mention that my baby girl started Kindergarten today.

Tomorrow's another day.

And I promise to post something happy.

2 comments:

Biba said...

Unrealized dreams are painful, but more powerful are the realized dreams that make up our sweet memories. They will prevail.

Can't wait to hear about Daniel's big sister's first day in Kindergarten with Ms. Maldanado, and what Charles reaction was to seeing Madi walk into the school house without him.

Barb and Ken said...

I know exactly what you are saying. I would have given everything I have if only to see my daughter and her husband cuddling with their baby alive and warm.

I constantly compare our sweet Angel Amanda to every 3 year old toddler girl I see. When will I learn to go on without our sweet Amanda.

Truly, I don't believe you and I ever will.
God bless,
Barb
Nana to five